Reynold_Speaks

.......

The bleeding wont stop,
I cut too deep,
My hand is numb,
I’m falling asleep.
The pain is great,
I still can’t believe,
When i needed you most,
You decided to leave.
My face is wet,
Why am i crying,
You’re making him laugh,
While I’m here dying.

- I slit my wrists to watch them bleed
as I think of how much you mean to me
but now you’re gone and I dread
all these memories in my head.
I’m glad you can’t hear the voices in my head
because they tell me to go ahead
go ahead and slit my wrists
as I think of our first kiss.
Everyone knows but they can’t tell
just how much this feels like hell.
They know I love I know u don’t
And I’ll still love you.

-Do you actually love me?
Do you actually care for me?
Can you actually look me in the eye
And say I’m sorry?
‘Cause I don’t think you can.
You were everything I’ve always wanted,
But I weren’t yours.
I’ve said I’m sorry
What more do you want me to do?
I love you!
Why can’t you accept that?
You are my dream, than came true.
You are my whole world.
Without you I wouldn’t be here,
But now I wish I wasn’t here.
you promised things are gonna get better. haha i never notice the letter u and i are always together…. why does everyday repeat itself and keep us apart. i wish it was like 11.20.09 all over again

+

WAITING.....

day by day i wait for her answer. idk how long i can wait but i hope its not that long. everyday i think about what I’m going to do with my life but i can’t, all because i think about what her answer would be. even though i think about the worst i still hope for the best. my friends and family tell me she is not worth it, but for some reason she is to me. no matter what the answer would turn out to be i know it would be for the better. I may not be with her anymore but i know for a fact she will always have a special place in my heart <3 and all i can do now is WAIT………

+

Learning To Let Go....

Let your love ones free and if they come back then that means they love you. It’s Learning To Let Go…

+

The Venomous Bite

your like a vampire and you bit me, leaving me longing for more.
im like a guy on crack i need more more more (scratch scratch).
you bit me in places i didn’t think anyone would, but if i could i would bite you right back.
it might feel like an attack, but i got love for you like Dave Chappele loves crack.
you say your poison and i should stay away but i just cant cant cant..
i loved your venomous bite because it feeeeeels oh so right…
your poison runs through my body, as if i just injected my self with a fresh needle.
and now i feel feel like im dying but that doesn’t sound so surprising.
cause you already took my soul ate it, spat it out, and tried to fix it.
but by pushing me away that feels so fuckn gay.
and you say things that make me feel like got a chance, a chance of that true romance.
leading me on leaving me wanting more more more, but fuck you cant take it anymore.
you said, “i still like you, but i love him.” damn! and this is where my problem began.
i wish i could be the one to make you feel the way he makes you feel.
i wish i could be all that you need and more. but I GUESS that you just dont want me anymore.
this silence feels like a never ending downfall, but I GUESS i should just stay strong and keep on moving along.
I hope in some other time and place all will be good and i could just hold you…..

PEACE

+

Time

‘You can loose everything you have and get it back, but you can’t get TIME back”